CrystalFirePoetry

The hate in one's tone, The pain one's in, The threats one's give, The death one's wish. The killing, The yelling, The poisoning words, The shattering hearts. Anger turns to words, Rage turns to fire, Calm turns to kerosene, Tears fall like rain. Threats, Wishes, Die.

A single rose, A single guy, A single tear, A single me. We all cried, We all hurt, We all missed, We all care. We don't forget, We don't let go, We don't erase, We don't surrender. …but we all have our moments of doubts…

My Angel, you've received wings. You're happy and anxious to try it out. Your smiles spread across your lips. And your eyes again twinkled. You've now start to soar. Ready and gone. Not any glimpse back. Just looking ahead and fly with those new wings. My Angel, you look handsome with those wings. My Angel, you're out of reached.

I seek the world within… The place of broken glasses… And blood runs scarlet … I seek the world within… Where light don't shine… And darkness complete… I seek the world within… Where rain pours everyday… And cold wind wails across the land… I seek the world within… Where pain are hidden… And terror cries… I seek the world within…my heart.

Pump. Pump. Pump. Thomp. My heartbeat had rised to my ears. Crip. Crep. Crip. Crep. Pshhhhh. My feet kissed the earth and soaked in puddle. Whhhhish...Whhhish...Whhhish. The wind sped by. Drip. Drop. Drip. Drop. The speckles of rain falling. Where to go? I'm not sure. Where will the road ends? No one knows. When will my legs give up? When the road is dead. Why am I running? From myself.

My heart had rise to my throat to where I cannot speak, My tears drip down to earth as to soak up all my sorrow. My eyes burns to a brilliant red, My body weakens to where I cannot move. Memories making the mind run fast, Mourning over the past. Memories of one's tormented mind, Wasting time to shed tears. Many of us out there cannot let go, I'm one of them. To be forgotten by their once lover, To be NOTHING to the man they call "My Forever".

My heart is pounding like the beating drum, As his face appear around the corner. My knees grow weak, As the beautiful boy walked by. I have my night of dreaming for him, To let him know I exist. I have my desires for him to touch me, For him to only feel my love. To let him know I'm here, And no girls will take him from me. To let me shine his world, To let me give him my love. ..............The Beautiful Boy.................